So the roommate situation didn't work out as planned, which is fine by me. I rather deal then not deal. Other then that. I feel like I'm being followed by whom.... A weird lazy eye guy who once told me he had a thing for me. Yes I said it, lazy eye.... Its true!
I sent John a postal card so hopefully I'll get a letter soon...
The End
Signed - Short and Sweet
Saturday, November 2, 2013
Thursday, October 24, 2013
Really... Okay!
So I have a roommate. A good thing, yes. A bad thing, maybe. All I know is it stated off as okay you need a room cheap rent and I need help with bills. Who is this roommate you ask, Terrance Coleman. The first boy who ever brought me ANYTHING! Great huh, thought we would pick up where we left off.... maybe. All I know is, we're helping each other. Which is great for the both of us.
On the other hand. My "cousin" Glenyse Harris a stone cold trip, texted me 5 in the morning asking to borrow money, now on any giving day I would have no problem lending the money, but the problem is, it seems like the only time I hear from her is when she wants to talk about her problems or wants to borrow money.
She makes more money then me, she lives at home with her parents and her husband (ex-husband) currently has their two children (twins) really no reason why she should be borrowing money. On top of texting me at 5 in the morning... Come on now. I know you smoke weed but now its looking like you have a habit you can't kick. Wait don't you have a boyfriend as well? Isn't he your boo thing, your baby, your man? Oh wait he smokes too. I'm not judging her, I just find it so nerving how you "unfriended" me on face-book after you didn't get money out of me... Am I suppose to be mad here? In fact I didn't even know she unfriended me until I looked and then I just laughed, really. Really... Okay!
Sign - I didn't even know
On the other hand. My "cousin" Glenyse Harris a stone cold trip, texted me 5 in the morning asking to borrow money, now on any giving day I would have no problem lending the money, but the problem is, it seems like the only time I hear from her is when she wants to talk about her problems or wants to borrow money.
She makes more money then me, she lives at home with her parents and her husband (ex-husband) currently has their two children (twins) really no reason why she should be borrowing money. On top of texting me at 5 in the morning... Come on now. I know you smoke weed but now its looking like you have a habit you can't kick. Wait don't you have a boyfriend as well? Isn't he your boo thing, your baby, your man? Oh wait he smokes too. I'm not judging her, I just find it so nerving how you "unfriended" me on face-book after you didn't get money out of me... Am I suppose to be mad here? In fact I didn't even know she unfriended me until I looked and then I just laughed, really. Really... Okay!
Sign - I didn't even know
Friday, September 27, 2013
Be careful what you dream of...
I don't have dreams... All I see is black, all I remember is nothing. A black hole. Nothing to entertain my mind during the day, nothing to laugh about, cry about or even smile about. I don't know. I should or shouldn't care about it. Really what can I do about it?
Do I sound depressed about it, maybe?
Should I cry about it, possibly.
What am I going to do about it, nothing?
Depression hurts, everybody. So whats been really going on, well that's a question worth a lifetime of income. A lot. Daughter getting better in school, past relationships wanting to reenter my life, the possibility of having an alien growing inside of me, and well. I think that's all the general public can handle right now. Yes I said the thought of something unnatural in my stomach makes it turn and growl all together. Too soon? Maybe.
Guess who I got off the from with world.... Macy's! What did they say you might ask. They said I start work Wednesday! Congrats to me. So all I need to do is take another leave of absence from work(lets hope and pray they don't fire me foreal y'all lol) and I'll be good. I get to keep TP for as long as I can and work else where until my year is up. Thank you baby Jesus.
My day ended on a positive!
Sign - Black Hole.
Do I sound depressed about it, maybe?
Should I cry about it, possibly.
What am I going to do about it, nothing?
Depression hurts, everybody. So whats been really going on, well that's a question worth a lifetime of income. A lot. Daughter getting better in school, past relationships wanting to reenter my life, the possibility of having an alien growing inside of me, and well. I think that's all the general public can handle right now. Yes I said the thought of something unnatural in my stomach makes it turn and growl all together. Too soon? Maybe.
Guess who I got off the from with world.... Macy's! What did they say you might ask. They said I start work Wednesday! Congrats to me. So all I need to do is take another leave of absence from work(lets hope and pray they don't fire me foreal y'all lol) and I'll be good. I get to keep TP for as long as I can and work else where until my year is up. Thank you baby Jesus.
My day ended on a positive!
Sign - Black Hole.
Tuesday, September 10, 2013
It all happened so fast!!
So what basically happened today was I was blessed enough to get a ride to and from work today (thank you baby Jesus) only to take a LOA from now until the end of the month so I wouldn't have to keep calling out of working basically making matters worst.
So the nice man who gave me a ride preach time and time again the whole while about God and how he couldn't "get it up" (yes his words in the same statement in regards to talking about God.) How much I'm mature and how beautiful I am. All of this didn't bother me, not at all not one bet. What bother me was how this man kept saying how sex wasn't of any importance to him, however sex seemingly had been the underlining demeanor of his conversation. (Reason why I said his conversation is because two minutes into me listening to him I realize he like to talk a lot, never broke to inhaled and the conversation... well was mostly about sex.) Dude! Really!? My cousin likes to say "you let a person talk enough they'll tell you whats really on there mind. Case and Point!
So getting on i95 I told him I was taking a leave from work to look for another job somewhere closer to home because he told me he wouldnt be able to take me back and forth to work. Only for he himself to say "Oh I took time off work to take you, to and from work" DUDE! REALLY!! Why didn't you say anything sooner, his excuse "it all happened so fast".... It was three minutes ago... OOOOOOOTAY!
He brought me lunch tho. Taco Bell Cantina bowl-chicken, SO GOOD! He wanted either myself or him to "cook" my daughter tacos for dinner. Hold up homeboy, are you reimending that you invite yourself over to my house? Nigro my OWN mama hasnt step foot in my house I see this little "friendship" that your suggesting that we have will be coming to a close, quitely. Case and Point! Not only that I ask him to drop me off to the library because, well I like the library people with absoutly nothing to do come to the library to do just that... NOTHING.
You know what he said to me. Why don't you start fresh tomorrow, you know go home, relax, take a shower, unwind.... ummm no? I guess he since the vibe that I wasn't escorting him to my house, thats exectly what exited his mouth "I guess you don't feel comfortable showing me where you live" HELL NO PEDRO! Moving on.
The things I go threw in life boy oh boy. However I am blessed to say I met him, he's already introduced me to this one woman who'll help me get into starting my own business going to school for free. I really hope this works out in my favor because I need this. I NEED THIS! I want this. I WANT THIS! Let me get out of here get my daughter and take a massive dump. I NEED THAT! LOL
Sign- Happened so Fast
So the nice man who gave me a ride preach time and time again the whole while about God and how he couldn't "get it up" (yes his words in the same statement in regards to talking about God.) How much I'm mature and how beautiful I am. All of this didn't bother me, not at all not one bet. What bother me was how this man kept saying how sex wasn't of any importance to him, however sex seemingly had been the underlining demeanor of his conversation. (Reason why I said his conversation is because two minutes into me listening to him I realize he like to talk a lot, never broke to inhaled and the conversation... well was mostly about sex.) Dude! Really!? My cousin likes to say "you let a person talk enough they'll tell you whats really on there mind. Case and Point!
So getting on i95 I told him I was taking a leave from work to look for another job somewhere closer to home because he told me he wouldnt be able to take me back and forth to work. Only for he himself to say "Oh I took time off work to take you, to and from work" DUDE! REALLY!! Why didn't you say anything sooner, his excuse "it all happened so fast".... It was three minutes ago... OOOOOOOTAY!
He brought me lunch tho. Taco Bell Cantina bowl-chicken, SO GOOD! He wanted either myself or him to "cook" my daughter tacos for dinner. Hold up homeboy, are you reimending that you invite yourself over to my house? Nigro my OWN mama hasnt step foot in my house I see this little "friendship" that your suggesting that we have will be coming to a close, quitely. Case and Point! Not only that I ask him to drop me off to the library because, well I like the library people with absoutly nothing to do come to the library to do just that... NOTHING.
You know what he said to me. Why don't you start fresh tomorrow, you know go home, relax, take a shower, unwind.... ummm no? I guess he since the vibe that I wasn't escorting him to my house, thats exectly what exited his mouth "I guess you don't feel comfortable showing me where you live" HELL NO PEDRO! Moving on.
The things I go threw in life boy oh boy. However I am blessed to say I met him, he's already introduced me to this one woman who'll help me get into starting my own business going to school for free. I really hope this works out in my favor because I need this. I NEED THIS! I want this. I WANT THIS! Let me get out of here get my daughter and take a massive dump. I NEED THAT! LOL
Sign- Happened so Fast
Monday, September 9, 2013
Dysfuntional and Bipolar living in Florida.... Go figure.
Living this life I live, I noticed that a lot of people tend to say the phrase "Its not my problem" well of course its not your problem, and quite frankly I never ask for it to be my problem. Media forces so much on Health care and jobs and Kloe and Lamar's marriages I often wonder if any of "those" people step out of there pose mags and taken a reality stroll down any street that begins with a letter or number. As you know living in the United States of America if you live on a street that's a letter or number your in fact in the greatest "hood" you could ever find.
Moving on....
So for the past few nights I've have a strange person or persons knock on my door around two and three in the morning. What do they want? Ask me do I care. I'M TRYING TO SLEEP!!!! So I press ignore on my feelings and roll over. It bothers my 6 year old however. Sorry LadyBug. So whomever you are. Please STOP! Thanks a bunch. How am I doing you ask, well thank you so kindly for wondering. My life sucks! LOL.
Currently employed however haven't attended work in quite sometime thanks to that oh so "helpful" man that works at tri rail so was in fact "doing his job" thanks to you I have no source of income and even though bills have been paid for the month of Sept, what shall I do for the remaining months of my lease and .... well my life. Yes I've been traveling to the library everyday in hopes that, with all the resumes I send out, somebody ANYBODY will call me and say "Yes we would love for you to work with us and the pay is xx.xx/hr" I find that only happens maybe once a month and out of pure ignorance I declined that one job, because well my "current" job is how you say.... difficult to work around.
So what do I do? I stress a man who once loved me and thought of the world of me. Wanting to marry me. Like all men at some point or another, like all relationships they have there ups and downs and true at the time I behaved like a mad woman... well that's because I was mad, our relationship has come to a halt. Yet and still this man calls almost everyday and every night even though I ask him not to. Am I mad or is this man crazy? Maybe I like crazy. Maybe because I am crazy. Either way it goes. God (whatever faith it resides in) will see me though this. God has too.
I find myself a true believer. Not because my "mom" brought me up in a church, no not at all, she wasn't a church go-er but the fact I pray to God this morning walking down the street and before I could each my destination a pray was answered. Now the man that I speak of might have been talking to much and it is true what is said "you let somebody talk enough their true nature will show" his was still on the fact that I was looking for working closer to home. So I thank you God.
Sign - Dysfunctional and Bipolar living in Florida.... Go figure.
Moving on....
So for the past few nights I've have a strange person or persons knock on my door around two and three in the morning. What do they want? Ask me do I care. I'M TRYING TO SLEEP!!!! So I press ignore on my feelings and roll over. It bothers my 6 year old however. Sorry LadyBug. So whomever you are. Please STOP! Thanks a bunch. How am I doing you ask, well thank you so kindly for wondering. My life sucks! LOL.
Currently employed however haven't attended work in quite sometime thanks to that oh so "helpful" man that works at tri rail so was in fact "doing his job" thanks to you I have no source of income and even though bills have been paid for the month of Sept, what shall I do for the remaining months of my lease and .... well my life. Yes I've been traveling to the library everyday in hopes that, with all the resumes I send out, somebody ANYBODY will call me and say "Yes we would love for you to work with us and the pay is xx.xx/hr" I find that only happens maybe once a month and out of pure ignorance I declined that one job, because well my "current" job is how you say.... difficult to work around.
So what do I do? I stress a man who once loved me and thought of the world of me. Wanting to marry me. Like all men at some point or another, like all relationships they have there ups and downs and true at the time I behaved like a mad woman... well that's because I was mad, our relationship has come to a halt. Yet and still this man calls almost everyday and every night even though I ask him not to. Am I mad or is this man crazy? Maybe I like crazy. Maybe because I am crazy. Either way it goes. God (whatever faith it resides in) will see me though this. God has too.
I find myself a true believer. Not because my "mom" brought me up in a church, no not at all, she wasn't a church go-er but the fact I pray to God this morning walking down the street and before I could each my destination a pray was answered. Now the man that I speak of might have been talking to much and it is true what is said "you let somebody talk enough their true nature will show" his was still on the fact that I was looking for working closer to home. So I thank you God.
Sign - Dysfunctional and Bipolar living in Florida.... Go figure.
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